i haven't been that active here in deviantart lately. it's because i'm such a lazyass and i haven't uploaded any pics. i'm a little disappointed at myself but hey, no can do.
so let me explain something about my life nowadays. it's been an awful winter but now it's turning to spring. and i'm excited about that, i really am. and it feels great to be excited about anything these days, since i've been sad for a quite long time. i feel like the winter took all the energy that i had left, and now i'm building everything up again.
as i said, it's been an awful winter. dark, so fucking cold and depressive as fuck. i have lost one of my closest friends, he ignores me all the time and doesn't even care about me anymore. it feels so bad but i can handle it i guess. i've had hard time at school and all the tests have driven me crazy! i've been so tired of_everything.

even though it's been a bad winter, there's something great that's happened. so in summer i met this boy who really turned my world upside down. he literally saved me and lifted me from the ground. he carried me through these hard times that i had and he made me believe that i had a purpose. he made me smile and laugh like nobody else. he made me feel happy. we've been together since 27 december 2011 now, and i care for him so much. i can't describe it, gosh.

anyways, i'm back. i'm trying to be more active with photographing. it's not that i haven't tried to take photos, believe me, i've tried. it's just that i've been so down at the bottom that i felt like nothing was good enough. i hope this will change, i know it will.

all i can say is that i'm sorry, i'll be back to normal. have a good day everyone (: